I tend to write a lot of posts and for one reason or another put them in drafts with the intension to share and never actually do. This was one I obviously wrote before heading off to the adventure I am on now. I just found it again and felt like I should share it.
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Welp, in just a few short days (yikes) I am off to the others side of the world, the land down under, Australia! I am headed with a one way ticket, a work visa, and my usual curious spirit.
So, thats happening, but I thought I would share the months prior and how this whole trip ended up coming into reality.
Traveling is not a easy, breezy thing that just happens and poof you are in a paradise with not a worry in the world. Actually its quite the opposite, traveling is probably the most stressful thing in my life. It stretches me and sometimes I think, it would be so much easier just to stay home and be where things are comfortable, then I remember, the thrill of being in a new place, seeing things some will never see, meeting people you would never meet otherwise, and just the over all awe of being in a place you have only dreamed about, experiencing life on a new level, and being transformed to the person you never thought you would be but the person you have only hoped to become.
Preparing for this trip has been nothing short of stressful. 2 of my friends were making this trip, and basically I decided to join them. We started making plans this summer. Well, about September came and things started to get serious, decisions needed to be made and plane tickets needed to be bought. I had a feeling that I needed to just wait and really seek the Lord about this. I didn’t feel that I wasn’t supposed to go, I didn’t feel that I was, I just wasn’t sure what it was.
What felt like forever my prayer was, Lord, open doors that need to be opened and close doors that need to be closed. Let me not sugar coat this, I was frustrated. I was almost angry that I wasn’t getting answers, silence was not the answer I was looking for. At this point I was okay with a no, I just wanted anything. But I didn’t feel like it was a no, I didn’t give up. I continued to seek and soon felt more peace and felt the need to move forward still with no clear answer.
I decided to set a date and book the ticket. December 9th was the date for departure and at this point it was about a month before, so November 9th ish. It should also be noted, one of my biggest reserves about going into this trip was money, I knew Australia was expensive, and I was worried the money I had saved at this point may be depleted by the time I buy a plane ticket and Visa.
(Let me preface this. A lot of people ask how I afford to travel. Except my DTS in 2013, I have fully funded them myself. I have worked up to 3 jobs at a time to make money and save it all to be able to travel. This is NOT to brag but a thing that is some what important to the story.)
My father has been saving change in a 5 gallon bucket for a few years now, the change had almost reached the top when he told me that he wanted to give me however much money happened to be in the bucket. Now, not being a fool, I knew there was a lot of money in the bucket, I was guessing anywhere form $1,000 to $2,000. My father is a very generous man and it is just in his nature. I was humbled that he wanted to give me money that he has been collecting for years, and also a little hesitant because being the independent person I am, I wanted to fund this trip myself.
The ticket was bought and another family member wanted to donate money to the cause, just because. Again, so humbled and honored because I didn’t ask for this or expect it in the least. We then cash all the change in the 5 gallon bucket. The total ended up being $1,800.
The remaining money I owed on the plane ticket was $1,000 after what a family member had donated.
Then it came to buying the Visa, what I expected to be $5oo ended up being $800. I was almost in tears purchasing it, but I knew that it was inevitable and had to be done. I bit the bullet after sleeping on it a night to try and get my head wrapped around the new amount and purchased it the next day.
It wasn’t til a few days late that I put it all together that my Dad had given me $1,800 which had perfectly covered my plane ticket and Visa. My biggest concern and worry now completely wiped out. All those tears I had shed in prayer about my confusion and worries about the trip now seemed so far off and I could see so clearly how the Lord has perfectly orchestrated this.
And thus, how the story unfolded.
I write this not to brag. Money is a subject that at times seems a bit secretive. And I debated sharing this because, again, money is just a strange subject sometimes. But I am so humbled, honored and feel so blessed to see how this all unfolded. Me nor my family knew that $1800 would be the exact amount I would need, but the Lord knew the whole time.
Something I continue to learn is, our prayers never goes unheard. Just the other night I had an instance where I had to spend a sum of money that I wasn’t expecting, I was so stressed and frustrated I began to thank the Lord for being my provider and asked him to replenish the funds that had just been depleted. The next morning I woke up to a text saying someone wanted to give me almost the exact amount I had had to spend the night before. I had not even talked to them or nor did they know what I was going through.
I write this to say, no matter the circumstance the Lord is faithful. He hears our prayers whether He answers with silence or exactly what we asked for.
I am so excited about this trip. With a lot of unknowns ahead I move not in fear but in the revelation that He is faithful in all circumstances.